Have been really busy the past week, helping out with nithe's grandfather's funeral. Running between home and yishun, staying over late to do guard duty etc. But all these made me feel closer to his family.
When someone close is diagnosed with some terminal illness and you are given a duration, you try to accept it and prepare yourself but when the time really comes, are you able to let go? I think it's really hard. So I rather be selfish and to die first and not go through the torment of losing my love ones.